In Loving Memory

          of          

Austin James Manley

   10/18/94-1/24/05   

I pray the Angels of heaven watch over you & bring you comfort & Joy Just as I feel they did when you were here Austin .. I always did wonder & wish i could see what i know you must have saw so many times before you fell Asleep That night I hope one day soon i will see them too.I Hope with all my Heart Austin that you knew without a doubt how deeply i loved you in this life & love you still.....looking forward to getting home & making good on our conversation ..Homesick ..Really Homesick

Love Granny

I looked toward the

clouds today
and for a moment saw your face
and wondered just where you have gone
and a hope it's a better place.

Did you show yourself to me today
to tell me you're alright?
Or was it just a daydream
playing tricks upon my sight?

Then I thought of when you left,
you did not say a word.
We never said good-bye, but
in our hearts, your good-bye was heard.

You have changed our lives forever,
your time here not in vain,
and hope you know we always wanted
to keep you safe from pain.

We will always feel the void inside
because you are not here.
But each new thought you send our way
let's us know you're always near.

So until our journey nears it's end
and we hear the angels sing,
we'll face each new day as it comes
and live off the love you bring.
~ unknown ~

WHEN I LOOK AT THIS LITTLE FAWN

I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK ABOUT YOU

YOU WERE SO TINY ..JUST LIKE THIS LITTLE BABY

BUT YOU GREW TALL & LANKY..YOU

WERE GOING TO BE A VERY TALL YOUNG MAN

YOU HAD AMAZING BIG FAWN BROWN '

EYES JUST LIKE THIS LITTLE

FAWN..SO WARM ..SO BEAUTIFUL

Austin

You

Are So

Very

Loved

So Very Missed

OUR MOST VALUABLE PLAYER  

* Missing You Always * 

Basketball Forever

 Sweet Boy ..thinking of you always   

  love you

 kisses

& Hugs ..Lots Of Love.....Granny Jan

Kisses an Hugs DooDah Bug

Love you Sweetest One

Miss You

really

Wanna

Kiss

You

In MY Heart

Forever

Mommy & Daddy

& All Your Family

Love & Miss You

Always & Forever

xoxoxoxox's

  Happy Spring My DoodahBug...spring always brings   to mind so many memories ...LOVE U BIG ^i^

I Will Hold You CloseTo My Heart Forever ....

There is no Tradgedy on Earth

That Heaven Can't Heal

Can't wait to get there.....

See You There soon Sweety  

Granny xoxoxox's

Miss you Like Mad ..Love You Like Crazy

sending you some love Sweet Boy!

Love ya ! Granny

Grandpa Mick Made This cool Shelf

For your Stuff..pretty cool..

Just for Little BigHorn

 

I Have Your Picture On A Table~I Greet You Everyday~I Blow A Kiss To Heaven~Because You 're Far Away~I Whisper That I Love You As My Eyes Fills Up With Tears~It Seems Like Just Yesterday Has  It Really Been 4 Years~I Hold Onto Your Memory That Gets Me Through The Day~I'll Always Have Your Picture. And All That I Can Say~Is That I Love You And I Miss You Even Though You're Far Away~I Know You're Watching Over Me From Somewhere Up Above~Blowing Me A Kiss From Heaven And Sending Me Your Love. UNKNOWN

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

             Man How I MissThat Smile,             

          That deep Down Giggle            

        That only came from you!          

      Kisses 2 The Heart Booger Monster       

 

 

FOURTEEN YEARS OLD

 

 

 

YOU GOOD LOOKIN BOY!

WE LOVE YOU

&

MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN KNOW

BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY

KISSES & HUGS

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

what a special memory i have of the butterfly above buddy

I will write you a special note in your pages i will do

pretty soon .. I believe that tiny visitor was you

 

                     

 

              

 

Let Go and Let God 
                  

 

 

 

 

                                                 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Buddy..It was 3 years ago

1/20/05

That you came home for the last time

Little could we know  that your

Stay would be so Temporary

It's as if God Granted you the privilege

To for a little while return to the place

You loved the most ..

Home !

But sweety ..even though the grief , the tears

The emptiness ,and the sometimes overwhelming

Desire to just hold you , kiss you ,say I love you

Is still so very strong ..I do thank god for you

Everyday ,your smile ,your message,your love

Your precious tender heart That knew nothing but

Trust & love for others ..Oh That we could have

Even a small amount in us of what you possessed in

Your heart & spirit ..even though you couldn't speak..

Your spirit radiated the Hidden Manna That God

Offers to each of us to share & to be Fed the bread

Of Heaven That brings not Death...But eternal life !

You accepted your portion with great courage for being

A small child and left us far to soon ..no more sadness

No more fears Jesus took away your tears ...How Happy

You must be ,to Take your place at Jesus knee..your Heart over flowing..your spirit free..Alive eternal you will be ..

So my Grief is different now...I still cry bitterly at the loss of you.

And wish so to hold you & rock you to sleep ..But I'm counting on

Jesus....Be cause he's coming soon ..I can't wait to see him & kiss

His sweet face & thank him for Saving me ,by his Amazing Grace.

So you see precious Boy I've not long to wait

So Greet me there won't you...At The Great Pearly Gates.

But till then I'll miss you & wish you were Here

And I know that sweet Jesus has counted My Tears

Like you were I'm Homesick and can't Hardly  wait ..

But I have to Trust Jesus because he knows the Date !

Kisses to The Heart sweetest Boy ..

 

Gone to Your Heavenly Home January 24th 2005

 

I Beleive you can Fly..

I Beleive you Have touched the sky

I saw you runnin through that opened door

Thru The Defects of this life

You are Hindered no more

fly fly fly 

Missing you , Loving you ,Can't wait to see you

Forever In my Heart

Granny

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

      

          

             

Precious memories  & Thought's

Of you Buddy ..I Love & Miss you with all

our hearts & Long To see you            

                

                     

 

 

 

 

 

 

O how precious the dream

that seems much more than a dream

because in it

the dearly loved ones we cannot touch,

in the dream

we touch -

and the interaction of the heart-love

is a breath of life

to our dreary routine.

Forgive my selfish envy

as I think of you,

not knowing if you can hear my voice,

or sense my heart right now,

but knowing

that you can reach up

and touch Jesus face

before I do.

 

(a stirring in my heart)

feeling Austin and Joy today)

A Friend...Pastor  

Jerry H

Special Feelings of love for you Joy !

Missing your Beautiful Smile

Love Daddy

 

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In Loving  Memory Of Austin James Manley

~Buddy~

Since I had to  leave you,The precious one's I love

To go along the silent Way, grieve not your hearts

Nor speak of me with tears, but laugh and talk

Remember me .. as if I were beside you there.

I'd come...I'd come, If only I could  find a way!

But would not tears and grief be barriers..

Would they get in the way?

And when you hear a song, or see a butterfly I loved,

Please do not let your  thought's of me be sad...

For I am loving you just as I always have...

My time with you was precious

You were so good to me!

There are so many things I wanted still to do...

So many things to say to you...

Remember that I Had no fear...

It was leaving you that was so hard to bare..

You  cannot see Beyond what heaven holds in store,

 But this I  want to Let you know..I'm waiting for you ...

Beyond gods glimmering shores

I loved you so...and Tho my  time on  earth was short

It Was a piece of heaven here with you...

  Loved Eternally.....Granny !

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

            

 

           

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

To my beautiful Teen Angel

Forever young

&

Forever In My Heart

your 13th 

Birthday Balloons

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Austin...to me you were like a delicate little butterfly..Here for us to love & Marvel at for a short sunny season .The way you came to us ..well God had his reasons...to Teach our Hearts a love of the purest kind .love that can only come from the heart on an innocent child ,to show us your heart of compassion & patients so we could learn too ..all the while  you were a reflection of the one who sent you .we had you & held you with love & with fear, and in the end we suffered heartbreak & The loss of you with Many tears...yes we held you for a little while but we had to let you go ,how much it hurt to lose  I hope you never Know ...yes we held you for a little while.... Then suddenly as butterflies  do ..you fluttered away to a beautiful destination unseen & by our eyes & minds..leaving us with hearts yearning to go there too..and someday..somewhere beyond the Sunset .we'll find you ...  Until that day ! Forever ....We will Love you .cherish & miss you ..Happy Birthday teen Angel Love you & Kisses to the Heart Granny Jan

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

    

I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies. And whoever lives and believes in me will never die

   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-GPaCLNSPcQ please viset                     

 God Bless you all ..

 When god calls little children to dwell with him above we mortals sometime question the wisdom of his love for no heartache compares with the death of one small child who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild perhaps god tires of calling the old to his fold so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old god knows how much we need them and he takes but a few to make the land of heaven more beautiful to view ,believing this is difficult still somehow we must try, the saddest word mankind knows will always be good-bye .so when a little child departs we who are left behind must realize god loves children Angels are hard to find....(Author Unknown)

This picture i took at your memorial

a few days ago..but the scene above

is a permanent

memory of our last walk together

with your sisters

on that beautiful sunny day.

I'll never forget how you loved that

butterfly landing on your hand...

I love you & miss you so

very very much special Angel...Granny
....Austin James Manley

                    

               

 

 

   

we can only Imagine..oh buddy what Joy for you ..my heart overflows with happiness just thinking about this for you !

Austin James (Buddy) Manley

 

                              

                    

                    

                                                        

In Heaven Above    

They are taken from our sight
To live in God's heavenly light.
To suffer no more from the pain
And have everything in heaven to gain.

They may be taken early or late
To find heaven's pearly gate.
No more care or strife
Only to find everlasting life.

The life they had may be gone
But they sing a more joyous song.
No more will they rush or hurry.
They have no more problems or worry. 

They have moved to a better place.
Though we may not see their face
Know that they are cared for and loved
In God's beautiful heaven above.

~ Katherine M. Parisse ~
Copyright , 2000
©used with permission

                       

             

  last night i heard you whisper......... 

                       I felt a breeze from high                              

You touched me with your spirit

I felt your wings swoop by

My heart so filled with sorrow

 I miss your special glow

No matter where I look now ,

 my tears they seem to flow

Touch me with your softness

Fill me with your peace

Promise me tomorrow

This sadness will decrease

Something that you touched here

 The pillow where you slept

I lay upon that pillow

My heart & soul has wept

Yes I hear your laughter

I see your special grin

Your eyes so magnificent

Reflections now begin

Colors of a rainbow

They fall now from the sky

Each day in life you'll bring them

I'll never say good-bye

Oh yes I shall remember

The things that we did share

These moments now are treasured

With love that's always's there

Sweet & gentle Angel

With wings of love & lace

Touch me in the morning

At night my Heart Embrace..

 Poem Written by

Francine Pucillo

March 10th 2003

You were and are one of The Sweetest gifts

god gave

me ..you brought so much into my life .

 

I

so long to see you and hear what Austin

has to

say & what you really sound like outside the walls of

my heart..kisses & Hugs baby ..LoveGranny

 

 

 

 

 

 

Granny

Thinking of you with all the  beautiful leaves falling sweety.Thanksgiving Has taken on

a whole new meaning since that is when you took so suddenly sick ..I will never feel the same yet i am thankful & grateful because

I know your no longer sick , trapped, disadvantaged  or lack for anything.

I love you so very much...miss you even more.But i am so Glad i can know

You're with Jesus Evermore

and I'll see you there one day soon 

man I can Hardly wait ..

You better have a Bear Hug

waiting for you granny :)

Kisses 2 The Heart Doodah Bug

((( HUGs)))

xoxoxoxoxoxo's