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Is death the last sleep? No--It is the last and final Awakening. Austin .. Since Heaven has become your home, I sometimes feel I'm so alone; and though we now are far apart you hold a big piece of my heart. I never knew how much I'd grieve when it was time for you to leave, or just how much my heart would ache from that one fragment you would take. God lets this tender hole remain reminding me we'll meet again, and one day all the pain will cease when he restores this missing piece. He'll turn to Joy my every tear with thoughts of you I hold so dear, and they'll become my special way to treasure our Reunion Day With All The Love A Heart Can Hold Your Granny! This website was created with love for a very special little Boy of 10 years old , His Name on Earth was Austin James Manley..he has a new name now in heaven ,he was my 1st born grandson & was the light in my life ..he was a special gift from god that was only here for a too short while on a mission from the lord ..I think he accomplished that & then Jesus called him Home..leaving a canyon sized hole in our Hearts..looking forward to the day when the lord will close that Gap .You are so Loved & missed Austin ! Come Quickley lord Jesus ..Amen Granny Jan


 

 


In Loving Memory

of

Austin James Manley


10/18/94-1/24/05


 

I have not turned my back on you, 
so there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from heaven,
just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
when you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
and watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
while I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
we'll meet again one day,
beyond the dark and stormy sky,
a Rainbow lights the way.
 
You were my smile sweet Boy
My sunshine
And Forever will make me Smile
Everytime & See your Face
Love & Miss You endlessly
Booger Monster
Today is ..7/6/10
One Day Closer to Heaven
Home ...Jesus ..You
& My Daddy
Give ((Hugs)) n Kisses 2 everybody Doodah
And be watching at the Gate For Me
Kisses 2 The Heart
Love Granny
 

 

 

 
 

 

 
 

 

 
 
 

 

 

I Beleive you can Fly..

I Beleive you Have touched the sky

I saw you runnin through that opened door

Thru The Defects of this life

You are Hindered no more

fly fly fly

Missing you , Loving you ,Can't wait to see you

Forever In my Heart

Granny

 
 

 

You're the beauty In the color
of the fall leaves , That fall outside
My window , You're the Glimmer in the
reflection on the River near Home...
You're the whaling of the night wind
when i stand out on the porch at night looking up
at the beautiful night Sky..You're the Golden
sheen on the
wheat fields at Harvest time .The Giant Sunsets and Harvest moons
The smell in the
Air after the rain , The Butterfly's on Flowers
The Color of a newly Blossomed Rose..all of these
things took on a whole new meaning
when you left ..I can only Imagine what it looks like
from where you are ..I can't wait to see ..I Miss you Precious ..
You Are My Sunshine Forever & Alway's
Loving you & Missing You
Granny

 
 


 


 

"Thinking about you today My Special Buterfly"
you are the Butterfly of beauty in my life
that migrated home far sooner than I was ready
to see you go
but as it say's You Are FREE
fLY High Butterfly..
I Love You So Dearly Austin manley
And Miss You More Than Words Can Explain
Kisses 2 The Heart Baby
Love Forever Granny!








 

 

 

 

 
 
 

 

 

 

 

 
 
 

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Happy 17th Birthday Austin
 You Fought The Good Fight & You Finished the Race ..and I am ...sure you were right on time ..To get Home to Jesus & Hear him say ..well done my good & faithful servant..You Sweetest Boy ..Were The Sunshine of my Heart .You Changed Who I was .I will Forever have you as a reminder of what Love is..Cheer us on as we continue down here ...To Complete the Race you've Already Won!
Happy Birthday 17th Buddy..Love & Miss You behond Imagination..see you at Home , Love Your Granny
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 

 

 
 

 

  
 
 
SWEET BOY
YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY
HEART
AND FOREVER ON MY
MIND

LOVE ALWAYS
GRANNY


        

                    
                                                        
In Heaven Above    
They are taken from our sight
To live in God's heavenly light.
To suffer no more from the pain
And have everything in heaven to gain.
They may be taken early or late
To find heaven's pearly gate.
No more care or strife
Only to find everlasting life.
The life they had may be gone
But they sing a more joyous song.
No more will they rush or hurry.
They have no more problems or worry. 
They have moved to a better place.
Though we may not see their face
Know that they are cared for and loved
In God's beautiful heaven above.
 
 
~ Katherine M. Parisse ~
Copyright , 2000
©used with permission
                  

       

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

 

 

I pray the Angels of heaven watch over you & bring you comfort & Joy Just as I feel they did when you were here Austin .. I always did wonder & wish i could see what i know you must have saw so many times before you fell Asleep That night I hope one day soon i will see them too.I Hope with all my Heart Austin that you knew without a doubt how deeply i loved you in this life & love you still.....looking forward to getting home & making good on our conversation ..Homesick ..Really Homesick

 

 

 

Love Granny

 

 

 

I looked toward the


 

clouds today
and for a moment saw your face
and wondered just where you have gone
and a hope it's a better place.

Did you show yourself to me today
to tell me you're alright?
Or was it just a daydream
playing tricks upon my sight?

Then I thought of when you left,
you did not say a word.
We never said good-bye, but
in our hearts, your good-bye was heard.

You have changed our lives forever,
your time here not in vain,
and hope you know we always wanted
to keep you safe from pain.

We will always feel the void inside
because you are not here.
But each new thought you send our way
let's us know you're always near.

So until our journey nears it's end
and we hear the angels sing,
we'll face each new day as it comes
and live off the love you bring.
~ unknown ~
 

 


 

 

 


 

 

WHEN I LOOK AT THIS LITTLE FAWN

 

I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK ABOUT YOU

 

YOU WERE SO TINY ..JUST LIKE THIS LITTLE BABY

 

BUT YOU GREW TALL & LANKY..YOU

 

WERE GOING TO BE A VERY TALL YOUNG MAN

 

YOU HAD AMAZING BIG FAWN BROWN '

 

EYES JUST LIKE THIS LITTLE

 

FAWN..SO WARM ..SO BEAUTIFUL
 

 


 

 

 

 

 

Austin

 

You

 

Are So

 

Very

 

Loved

 
 


 

 

 

So Very Missed

 


 


 

 


 


 

 

 

 
 

 

 
 

 

 

 
 

 

 

 
 

I love you Austin Manley

With All My Heart

Granny

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Sweet Boy ..thinking of you always   

  love you

 kisses

& Hugs ..Lots Of Love.....Granny Jan

                             

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 



 

 


 

 


 

 

 


 

                  


 

 

 

Kisses an Hugs Doodah Bug

Love you Sweetest One

Miss You

really

Wanna

Kiss

You

In MY Heart

Forever

 

 

Mommy & Daddy

& All Your Family

Love & Miss You

Always & Forever

xoxoxoxox's

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

I Will Hold You Close To My Heart Forever ....

There is no Tragedy on Earth

That Heaven Can't Heal

Can't wait to get there.....

See You There soon Sweety  

Granny xoxoxox's

 

 

Miss you Like Mad ..Love You Like Crazy

sending you some love Sweet Boy!

Love ya ! Granny

 

 

Grandpa Mick Made This cool Shelf

For your Stuff..pretty cool..

Just for Little BigHorn

 

I Have Your Picture On A Table~I Greet You Everyday~I Blow A Kiss To Heaven~Because You 're Far Away~I Whisper That I Love You As My Eyes Fills Up With Tears~It Seems Like Just Yesterday Has  It Really Been 4 Years~I Hold Onto Your Memory That Gets Me Through The Day~I'll Always Have Your Picture. And All That I Can Say~Is That I Love You And I Miss You Even Though You're Far Away~I Know You're Watching Over Me From Somewhere Up Above~Blowing Me A Kiss From Heaven And Sending Me Your Love. UNKNOWN

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

             Man How I Miss That Smile,             

          That deep Down Giggle            

        That only came from you!          

      Kisses 2 The Heart Booger Monster       

 

 

FOURTEEN YEARS OLD

 

 

 

YOU GOOD LOOKING BOY!

WE LOVE YOU

&

MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN KNOW

BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY

KISSES & HUGS

 

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what a special memory i have of the butterfly above buddy

I will write you a special note in your pages i will do

pretty soon .. I believe that tiny visitor was you

 

                     

 

butterflies different colors

              

 
Let Go and Let God 
                  

 

butterflies different colors

 

 

 

                                                 

 

 
 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

 
 

Buddy..It was 3 years ago

1/20/05

That you came home for the last time

Little could we know  that your

Stay would be so Temporary

It's as if God Granted you the privilege

To for a little while return to the place

You loved the most ..

Home !

But sweety ..even though the grief , the tears

The emptiness ,and the sometimes overwhelming

Desire to just hold you , kiss you ,say I love you

Is still so very strong ..I do thank god for you

Everyday ,your smile ,your message,your love

Your precious tender heart That knew nothing but

Trust & love for others ..Oh That we could have

Even a small amount in us of what you possessed in

Your heart & spirit ..even though you couldn't speak..

Your spirit radiated the Hidden Manna That God

Offers to each of us to share & to be Fed the bread

Of Heaven That brings not Death...But eternal life !

You accepted your portion with great courage for being

A small child and left us far to soon ..no more sadness

No more fears Jesus took away your tears ...How Happy

You must be ,to Take your place at Jesus knee..your Heart over flowing..your spirit free..Alive eternal you will be ..

So my Grief is different now...I still cry bitterly at the loss of you.

And wish so to hold you & rock you to sleep ..But I'm counting on

Jesus....Be cause he's coming soon ..I can't wait to see him & kiss

His sweet face & thank him for Saving me ,by his Amazing Grace.

So you see precious Boy I've not long to wait

So Greet me there won't you...At The Great Pearly Gates.

But till then I'll miss you & wish you were Here

And I know that sweet Jesus has counted My Tears

Like you were I'm Homesick and can't Hardly  wait ..

But I have to Trust Jesus because he knows the Date !

Kisses to The Heart sweetest Boy ..

 

   

butterflies different colorsbutterflies different colors

 

Gone to Your Heavenly Home

January 24th 2005

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

      

          

             

Precious memories  & Thought's

Of you Buddy ..I Love & Miss you with all

our hearts & Long To see you            

                

                     

 

 

 

 

 

 

O how precious the dream
that seems much more than a dream
because in it
the dearly loved ones we cannot touch,
in the dream
we touch -
and the interaction of the heart-love
is a breath of life
to our dreary routine.
Forgive my selfish envy
as I think of you,
not knowing if you can hear my voice,
or sense my heart right now,
but knowing
that you can reach up
and touch Jesus face
before I do.
 
(a stirring in my heart)
feeling Austin and Joy today)
A Friend...Pastor  
Jerry H
Special Feelings of love for you Joy !
Missing your Beautiful Smile
Love Daddy

 

http://community.beliefnet.com/links/1198450442.html

 

 

In Loving  Memory Of Austin James Manley

~Buddy~

Since I had to  leave you,The precious one's I love

To go along the silent Way, grieve not your hearts

Nor speak of me with tears, but laugh and talk

Remember me .. as if I were beside you there.

I'd come...I'd come, If only I could  find a way!

But would not tears and grief be barriers..

Would they get in the way?

And when you hear a song, or see a butterfly I loved,

Please do not let your  thought's of me be sad...

For I am loving you just as I always have...

My time with you was precious

You were so good to me!

There are so many things I wanted still to do...

So many things to say to you...

Remember that I Had no fear...

It was leaving you that was so hard to bare..

You  cannot see Beyond what heaven holds in store,

 But this I  want to Let you know..I'm waiting for you ...

Beyond gods glimmering shores

I loved you so...and Tho my  time on  earth was short

It Was a piece of heaven here with you...

  Loved Eternally.....Granny !

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

 

            

 

           

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

To my beautiful Teen Angel

Forever young

&

Forever In My Heart

your 13th 

Birthday Balloons

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Austin...to me you were like a delicate little butterfly..Here for us to love & Marvel at for a short sunny season .The way you came to us ..well God had his reasons...to Teach our Hearts a love of the purest kind .love that can only come from the heart on an innocent child ,to show us your heart of compassion & patients so we could learn too ..all the while  you were a reflection of the one who sent you .we had you & held you with love & with fear, and in the end we suffered heartbreak & The loss of you with Many tears...yes we held you for a little while but we had to let you go ,how much it hurt to lose  I hope you never Know ...yes we held you for a little while.... Then suddenly as butterflies  do ..you fluttered away to a beautiful destination unseen & by our eyes & minds..leaving us with hearts yearning to go there too..and someday..somewhere beyond the Sunset .we'll find you ...  Until that day ! Forever ....We will Love you .cherish & miss you ..Happy Birthday teen Angel
Love you & Kisses to the Heart
Granny Jan

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

    
I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies. And whoever lives and believes in me will never die
  
                       
 
   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-GPaCLNSPcQ please viset                    
 God Bless you all ..
 When god calls little children to dwell with him above we mortals sometime question the wisdom of his love for no heartache compares with the death of one small child who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild perhaps god tires of calling the old to his fold so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old god knows how much we need them and he takes but a few to make the land of heaven more beautiful to view ,believing this is difficult still somehow we must try, the saddest word mankind knows will always be good-bye .so when a little child departs we who are left behind must realize god loves children Angels are hard to find....(Author Unknown)
 
This picture i took at your memorial
a few days ago..but the scene above
is a permanent
memory of our last walk together
with your sisters
on that beautiful sunny day.
I'll never forget how you loved that
butterfly landing on your hand...
I love you & miss you so
very very much special Angel...Granny
....Austin James Manley
                    

               

 

 
   
we can only Imagine..oh buddy what Joy for you ..my heart overflows with happiness just thinking about this for you !
Austin James (Buddy) Manley
 
                              
                         
             
 
  last night i heard you whisper......... 
                       I felt a breeze from high                              
You touched me with your spirit
I felt your wings swoop by
My heart so filled with sorrow
 I miss your special glow
No matter where I look now ,
 my tears they seem to flow
Touch me with your softness
Fill me with your peace
Promise me tomorrow
This sadness will decrease
Something that you touched here
 The pillow where you slept
I lay upon that pillow
My heart & soul has wept
Yes I hear your laughter
I see your special grin
Your eyes so magnificent
Reflections now begin
Colors of a rainbow
They fall now from the sky
Each day in life you'll bring them
I'll never say good-bye
Oh yes I shall remember
The things that we did share
These moments now are treasured
With love that's always's there
Sweet & gentle Angel
With wings of love & lace
Touch me in the morning
At night my Heart Embrace..
 Poem Written by
Francine Pucillo
March 10th 2003
 
 
 
You were and are one of The Sweetest gifts
 
god gave
 
me ..you brought so much into my life .
 
I
 
so long to see you and hear what Austin
 
has to
 
say & what you really sound like outside the walls of
 
my heart..kisses & Hugs baby ..LoveGranny
 
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I Have Your Picture On A Table~I Greet You Everyday~I Blow A Kiss To Heaven~Because You 're Far Away~I Whisper That I Love You As My Eyes Fills Up With Tears~It Seems Like Just Yesterday Has  It Really Been 4 Years~I Hold Onto Your Memory That Gets Me Through The Day~I'll Always Have Your Picture. And All That I Can Say~Is That I Love You And I Miss You Even Though You're Far Away~I Know You're Watching Over Me From Somewhere Up Above~Blowing Me A Kiss From Heaven And Sending Me Your Love. UNKNOWN

 

 

Granny

 

Thinking of you with all the  beautiful leaves falling sweety.Thanksgiving Has taken on

a whole new meaning since that is when you took so suddenly sick ..I will never feel the same yet i am thankful & grateful because

I know your no longer sick , trapped, disadvantaged  or lack for anything.

I love you so very much...miss you even more.But i am so Glad i can know

You're with Jesus Evermore

and I'll see you there one day soon 

man I can Hardly wait ..

You better have a Bear Hug

waiting for you granny :)

Kisses 2 The Heart Doodah Bug

((( HUGs)))

xoxoxoxoxoxo's


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