last night i heard you whisper......... 

I can’t forget that fateful day, you had to leave, you went away.
 A sadness filled me up inside, Emotions that I could not hide.
 Tears, they came, sadness too, All my emotions, just for you.
 Time will heal, so I was told, but time could never fill this hole.
 But In my heart there is a place, Your always there, keeping me safe.
 It’s filled with love & happy times, It’s never dark, your light it shines.
 In heaven now you do reside, To watch over me with Love & Pride.
 I know One day, we’ll meet again,
Until we do just know how much I miss you and you are always with me. Always.!

 











For My Mommy
& Daddy
God's Lent Child

The way things went.

A chance to make it all better,

back to before my world was twisted and bent.

Time is a funny thing,

With the joys and

The heart break that it can bring.

Nothing we can do will change it.

I am screaming inside,

Since the day that I lost you,

I feel like part of me has died.

I miss you so much.

Time goes on,

But the memories remain.

Even though you are gone,

You are still our's  just the same.

My heart seems to always be in pain,

And when I think of you,

Tears fall like rain,

Even when I laugh.

You were such a big part of life,

A living piece of my heart,

Now that you gone,

I am being torn apart.

Nothing I say,

Nothing I do,

Nothing that happens,

Will make me stop loving you.

Your wonderful smile,

Your heartfelt laugh,

The memories that I hold,

Will never pass.

Time heals all wounds,

The pain begins to dim,

But the memories you made,

Keep my world from being grim.

I would rather hold you in my arms,

Instead of just my heart,

But remember, my baby,

We are never far apart.

Sometimes I swear

That you are still here,

Because something happens,

And I can feel you near.

A faint whiff of the shampoo,

That you used on your hair,

Let’s me know,

That you are still there.

Even though you are gone,

I can feel you close,

And that helps a lot,

When I am missing you most.

Time heals all wounds,

Or that’s what they say.

But please God for now,

Just help me make it through today.

~Here we are in 2016 ~

Missing you

Loving you

we just

Learned how

hard it is to live

without you

Buddy..It was 3 years ago  

1/20/05

That you came home for the last time

Little could we know  that your

Stay would be so Temporary

It's as if God Granted you the privilege

To for a little while return to the place

You loved the most ..

Home !

But sweety ..even though the grief , the tears

The emptiness ,and the sometimes overwhelming

Desire to just hold you , kiss you ,say I love you

Is still so very strong ..I do thank god for you

Everyday ,your smile ,your message,your love
 

Your precious tender heart That knew nothing but

Trust & love for others ..Oh That we could have

Even a small amount in us of what you possessed in

Your heart & spirit ..even though you couldn't speak..

Your spirit radiated the Hidden Manna That God

Offers to each of us to share & to be Fed the bread

Of Heaven That brings not Death...But eternal life !

You accepted your portion with great courage for being

A small child and left us far to soon ..no more sadness

No more fears Jesus took away your tears ...How Happy

You must be ,to Take your place at Jesus knee..your

Heart over flowing..your spirit free..Alive eternal you will be ..
 

So my Grief is different now...I still cry bitterly at the loss of you.

And wish so to hold you & rock you to sleep ..But I'm counting on

Jesus....Be cause he's coming soon ..I can't wait to see him & kiss

His sweet face & thank him for Saving me ,by his Amazing Grace.

So you see precious Boy I've not long to wait

So Greet me there won't you...At The Great Pearly Gates.

But till then I'll miss you & wish you were Here

And I know that sweet Jesus has counted My Tears

Like you were I'm Homesick and can't Hardly  wait ..

But I have to Trust Jesus because he knows the Date !

Kisses to The Heart sweetest Boy ..

Gods Chosen .. The Little Children
Because of Jesus
You Live


My Sweetest Boy Buddy
Safe in The Saviors Arms
Heaven & Jesus rejoiced at
~Your Arrival ~

Gone to Your Heavenly Home

January 24th 2005

Precious memories  & Thought's

Of you Buddy ..I Love & Miss you with all

           our hearts & Long To see you            

Grandpa Mick Made This cool Shelf

For your Stuff..pretty cool..

I Have Your Picture On A Table~I Greet You Everyday~I Blow A Kiss To Heaven~Because You 're Far Away~I Whisper That I Love You As My Eyes Fills Up With Tears~It Seems Like Just Yesterday Has  It Really Been 4 Years~I Hold Onto Your Memory That Gets Me Through The Day~I'll Always Have Your Picture. And All That I Can Say~Is That I Love You And I Miss You Even Though You're Far Away~I Know You're Watching Over Me From Somewhere Up Above~Blowing Me A Kiss From Heaven And Sending Me Your Love. UNKNOWN

I have not turned my back on you,
so there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from heaven,
just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
when you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
and watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
while I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
we'll meet again one day,
beyond the dark and stormy sky,
a Rainbow lights the way






 

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In Loving  Memory Of Austin James Manley

~Buddy~

Since I had to  leave you,The precious one's I love

To go along the silent Way, grieve not your hearts

Nor speak of me with tears, but laugh and talk

Remember me .. as if I were beside you there.

I'd come...I'd come, If only I could  find a way!

But would not tears and grief be barriers..

Would they get in the way?

And when you hear a song, or see a butterfly I loved,

Please do not let your  thought's of me be sad...

For I am loving you just as I always have...

My time with you was precious

You were so good to me!

There are so many things I wanted still to do...

So many things to say to you...

Remember that I Had no fear...

It was leaving you that was so hard to bare..

You  cannot see Beyond what heaven holds in store,

 But this I  want to Let you know..I'm waiting for you ...

Beyond gods glimmering shores

I loved you so...and Tho my  time on  earth was short

It Was a piece of heaven here with you...

  Loved Eternally.....Granny !

To my beautiful Teen Angel

Forever young

&

Forever In My Heart

your 13th 

Birthday Balloons

I looked toward the

clouds today
and for a moment saw your face
and wondered just where you have gone
and a hope it's a better place.

Did you show yourself to me today
to tell me you're alright?
Or was it just a daydream
playing tricks upon my sight?

Then I thought of when you left,
you did not say a word.
We never said good-bye, but
in our hearts, your good-bye was heard.

You have changed our lives forever,
your time here not in vain,
and hope you know we always wanted
to keep you safe from pain.

We will always feel the void inside
because you are not here.
But each new thought you send our way
let's us know you're always near.

So until our journey nears it's end
and we hear the angels sing,
we'll face each new day as it comes
and live off the love you bring.
~ unknown ~
 

Miss you Like Mad ..Love You Like Crazy

sending you some HugsSweet Boy!

Love ya ! Granny

I Will Hold You Close To My Heart Forever ....

There is no Tragedy on Earth

That Heaven Can't Heal

Can't wait to get there.....

See You There soon Sweety  

Granny xoxoxox's

I Have Your Picture On A Table~I Greet You Everyday~I Blow A Kiss To Heaven~Because You 're Far Away~I Whisper That I Love You As My Eyes Fills Up With Tears~It Seems Like Just Yesterday Has  It Really Been 4 Years~I Hold Onto Your Memory That Gets Me Through The Day~I'll Always Have Your Picture. And All That I Can Say~Is That I Love You And I Miss You Even Though You're Far Away~I Know You're Watching Over Me From Somewhere Up Above~Blowing Me A Kiss From Heaven And Sending Me Your Love. UNKNOWN

Thinking of you with all the  beautiful leaves falling sweety. Thanksgiving Has taken on a whole new meaning since that is when you took so suddenly sick ..I will never feel the same yet i am thankful & grateful because I know your no longer sick , trapped, disadvantaged  or lack for anything.

I love you so very much...miss you even more.
But i am so Glad i can know You're with Jesus Evermore and I'll see you there one day soon  man I can Hardly wait ..You better have a Bear Hug waiting for you granny :)

Kisses 2 The Heart Doodah Bug

((( HUGs)))

xoxoxoxoxoxo's

                                                   I am the resurrection and the life.
                                  He who believes in me will live, even though he dies.
                                  And whoever lives and believes in me will never die.

                                         Austin James (Buddy) Manley