Hey buddy.  How are you.  Are you haveing fun.  I hope to get a phone for when I tune 9.  and the phone is a LG roomer .  I bet you have are haveing fun to.  I had a hambger for dinner.  And they were very good.  And Devin got a LG roomer.  I stared to cry cause I wanted a phone.  And my sister wants a notendo ds.  I do not know why Jocelyn did not want a phone.  She is so weird.  I LOVE YOU BUDDY WITH ALL MY HEART.

Happy Birthday big boy!!

I know you realise just how many of us down here miss you darlin. We miss you everyday...I made some pretty neat cakes for Halloween, I know you would laugh at them like you always have. I would have loved to make your speacial birthday cake sweetheart...I would have made your cake look just like Michael Jordan :-) But no one would have gotten any cake because you wouldnt have wanted to cut it... lol

But anyway honey.. just know that I love you sooooo very much and miss you more than you know. Give my daddy kisses and hugs for me ok. Let him know how much he is also loved by me. Oh I just wanted to thank you for visiting your daddy...he needed that. :-) Also baby boy... thank you for talking to Jesus and getting my prayors answered , you know what they were. (wink wink) I love you honey... I am sending you a birthday cake that I made.. Its a drum!! I hope you like it.

 Kisses to the heart ..

Auntie Carol

Hey good lookin'.  Today is your Birthday in this world but the very most important day in your life was January 24, 2005 when you met Jesus.  I shed tears of sadness for my selfish broken heart when instead I should shed tears of JOY that you are in the presents of the LORD.  My heart breaks and my arms ache to hold you and tell you how much I love you and miss you.  But one day soon I will be coming home to be with you.  Then we will forever be in love as we were intended to be.  This world as we know will be history and our love and security will forever be. I will no longer know and feel the overwhelming sadness and loneliness that I feel now without you. All traces of sorrow will vanish and we will have eternity together.  I now look to the Heavens to see you smile down on me in every ray of sunlight or every drop of rain that comes from above.  I find happiness in the many memories we shared here in this life.   I look forward to the everlasting life with you.  May the Lord bless and guide today and everyday to help make me the reflection of you~worthy of his saving grace. I give praise to the Lord for his ultimate sacrifice so that I will be with those I love forever.  Thank you Jesus for your grace, mercy and unconditional love.

Happy 14th Birthday my handsome son. I will be loving you eternally until the day we meet again and I can stand at your side as I did for 10 years. Love and hugs..  Kisses to the purest heart that I know.... 

Love you always,

Mommy

Your #1 fan!!

Hey buddy good afternoon i love you happy birthday you are handsome I love you more than the whole world I miss you I can not wait unil I can see you I hope I do ,I love you really really much happy 14th birthdayI love you as much as the world 

from Jocelyn I love you

Good afternoon. Happy birthday buddy you 14 teen year older watch for you balloons.I love you with all my heart. we all miss you buddy. We cant wait to see you up their. mommy strared to cry 2 times to day.We are celebrating you birthday jocelyn and me.

good night buddy. we are sleeplng at grandama"s to night. we all miss you and love you. we are starting school in 3 weeks. we are playing with the cats it is fun. deyin has foot ball he has a cool jersey i bet you know that.the cats are only 4  1/2 months old. I am sending you there picture ..i love you   your sissy jilly

hey buddy I miss you very much I love you and I miss you I have a new baby unny her name is thunmper she is big but their is something better than that she is cute like you and she is sweet like you  I love you to like she does sweetpea I miss you so much I have been learning about rainforest math is easy and reading and spellingI love you ... love Joci

Hello baby .. you know .. things here are Just so empty now .. i remember so many things we shared in our hearts and the few fun things we were able to do together because of the restrictions of your little body or of society it'self preventing being able to do some of the fun things we could have done , played basket ball ,ran & Jumped , sledding , so many things buddy..all the little kids will run to find easter gifts &..eggs ,& Candy  today , something you could never share in .how i hated those times ,it's hard for me to share in it all.. I can't even see you .. and how i long to see you & hold you doodah ..I know ...for sure the  day is coming & I am going to see you & I am going to Hold you , run with you play until we drop ,I remember  so well how when we did something fun how you hated it to stop ..we  will have all Eternity Angel ...all Eternity and i can Hardly wait ..life here stinks & I praise god he let you & dad go home ..see you soon my precious ..Loving you Today & forever .Missing you Always ..Kisses & Hugs & Hugs & Hugs..

Love Granny !

GOOD MORNIN BUDDY.I LOVE YOU BUDDY.WE ALL MISS YOU BUDDY AND WE ALL LOVE YOU SWWTIE PIE.SCHOOL IS GRATE.ARE YOU HAVEING FUN UP THAER BUDDY.I MISS YOU SO MUCH BUDDY.I GOT A BRASLIT AND EAR RINGS.I MISS YOU BUDDY SO SO.  I LOVE YOU SWWTIE PIE WE ALL MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SWWTIE PIE I LOVE YOU.

I have been waiting for a visit from you for sometime now because it doesn't feel right that your gone. I was hopeing god made a mistake and somehow he would clear it up and bring you back, but soon your 14 th birthday will be here without you. I used to hope that god was really going to come back and bring our family back together, but that fades by the day. Maybe this is it, one life to live and love to the fullest. When I look back I just hope I gave my all. I will never forget what you gave me in the hospital that night, in all your pain and the condition you were in you still manage to muster up a smile, that is the last happy memory you gave me.I was sure that you were going to have the strength to fight your way out of this one. I wish I would have just stayed by your side that night because it was the last time I would see you smile forever. Everyone says you are in a better place now, but if that were the truth then why would you be put here on earth in the first place if this is not a good place to be, after all isn't life precious to god. If heaven is real, I hope you are there and aware that we miss you. Life hasen't made much sense to me since you have been gone, and I suppose it never will, because there once was a boy named Austin who gave me hope, and strangely enough gave me strength to carry on, If he could fight so could I. You did a good battle Son and I will always admire your will and  ability to alway's come out with a smile. When I die I will say your name one last time. Until then I miss and love you without end.